Dírbheathaisnéis 4 – Bulaíocht!

Autobiography 4 - Bullying!

It is a pity that I had no sense or experience when I was a boy. If I had been more sensible, I more than likely wouldn't have been bullied constantly for years.

Bullet Head

I didn't have a lot of self-confidence as a boy, because I was a weakling. I was a small, short boy, and I had asthma to top it all off. Or, to put it another way, I was a bully's dream, with little chance of being able to stand up for myself.

I couldn't do physical feats, but I was loose tongued enough. So, I was able to call people bad names and throw insults at them. There were a lot of boys living in a housing estate near the Waterford Road, where I lived. Once, I met one of them, named Paddy Banahan, and I immediately noticed that he was almost bald, because he had received a buzzcut, which you rarely saw at the time. So, I called this guy Bullet Head, a nickname I screamed at the top of my voice the next time I saw him. I was happy with myself after that, and then I put it out of my head. Unfortunately, the damage was done, and there would be a high cost to pay for that bit of fun, I must admit!

An Cadhnach sa tóir orm

There was (and still is) a housing estate called Larchfield within a donkey's squeal of the Waterford Road. Usually, when I was going down to town, I would go through the same estate as a shortcut. The next time I went through the estate, I was met by a small contingent. In the blink of an eye, I was surrounded by them, with no way to escape. My heart almost jumped out of my chest with fear, but I was trapped. The leader was a boy named Tommy Quinn, and the other boys were in supporting roles. Quinn began with my interrogation. Where was I going? Why? Was I kidding him? Looking at him? Questions like that, imposing his authority on me in front of his squad. My answers didn't matter, because he didn't accept them at all. Suddenly, he hit me in the gut, and I couldn't stop him. He then continued, asking me questions and then giving me a proper beating. Before long, I was in a heap on the ground with my nose bleeding, and I was injured and in severe pain. Then they all attacked me and beat the shit out of me. The demons left as quickly as they came, and they left me on the ground, in a bad state. It was a great way to get to know my neighbors!

Lessons Learned

In the school of life, lessons occur all the time, but you need to pay attention to learn them. If you don't learn a lesson, you will make the same mistake over and over again until you do learn it! I learned a few lessons from this bad experience, and I never forgot them afterwards! They were captured well in a few proverbs, as it turned out!

Dearc chugat mar a dhearcas tú uait!

I had no idea that there would be ongoing implications after I picked on Paddy Banahan. I hurt him, because I called him an ugly nickname, for no good reason. I bullied Paddy, because I thought he wasn't strong, and wouldn't be able to get revenge. Didn’t I misread that story! And doesn’t pride go before the fall too! Despite my cleverness at school, I was quite naive in other ways. In any case, I had no idea what the consequence of my foolishness would be, or why.

Look before you leap!

Decades later, I know very well what happened and why. We belonged to different classes, me and Paddy – with me in the middle class, and Paddy and their neighbors in the estate in the working class. When I insulted Paddy, himself and his friend took it that I was insulting them all. They thought I was acting in a superior way, as a middle-class boy. I did not understand the kind of connection between them, and more importantly, I did not understand the primal instinct that I had awakened in them. I didn't realize, either, that the class in question had different rules and different values. In particular, violence was more common and more acceptable in the working class than in the middle class. I was completely ignorant of matters like this, and I paid dearly for that mistake.

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Tuairisc ó Mheiriceá – ‘Déjà Vu’?

Report from America -‘Déjà Vu’

The Presidential election will take place in the United States next year. In all likelihood, the same candidates will be chosen as there were last time - Donald Trump and Joe Biden. If such a thing happens, it is difficult to say who would win this time. They are trying to promote themselves shamelessly but at the same time, the two candidates are bitter enemies. You would think that the emphasis would be on the important issues that would have a major impact on the people of the country.

The economy is the biggest issue on the American people's radar regarding the country's future. After that, they worry about the health care system and immigration control. But the media is not focused on those big issues, unfortunately. It would be appropriate for them to pay attention to these questions, analyze them, and develop recommendations based on their research. But they don't seem to care, because they're making a big deal out of other things altogether.

Maybe the media is right about Donald Trump, because everyone knows that it is Donald Trump himself and everything he does that always attracts the public's attention - we saw that even when he was in office as President. It is the things he said or joked about that exploded on the media almost every day. Despite that, he also did things that his fans really liked, no doubt. Lowering taxes has been a Republican objective, and Trump has succeeded in doing so. Trump has also had a major impact on the nation's highest court. He appointed three Supreme Court justices – Neil Gorsuch, Brett Kavanaugh and Amy Coney Barrett – the most in nearly 40 years. You would think that the illegal things, the undemocratic things he did could whitewash him. But Trump's image is as strong now as it was before the ongoing lawsuits and even before the 2021 Rebellion. His followers remain very loyal to Trump, and they believe everything he says – including that he has not lost the presidential election in 2020. Trump is a political exception, no doubt!

As for Biden, he has been doing pretty well as President so far, with a few exceptions. He signed three landmark Bills to spend $2 trillion over the next ten years on his Party's (Democrats) key priorities, such as massive infrastructure renewal, clean energy research, environmental protection, semiconductor research and development and STEM investment (Science, Technology, Engineering and Mathematics). He started rebuilding the North Atlantic Treaty Organization (NATO), which was very important when Russia invaded Ukraine last year. Biden has repaired most of the damage Trump has done to the United States' international reputation, although much more remains to be done. Biden is also working hard to rebuild public confidence in the United States' democratic system. So, President Biden has done a lot of positive things at home and internationally.

Biden became an object of derision when he messed up the withdrawal from Afghanistan. Undoubtedly, there were great similarities between that operation and what happened in the early seventies in Saigon.

Patrún an chlúmhillte!

But the emphasis is not on the above-mentioned important things they did or on the things they promise to the American people in the future. Instead, the candidates and the media are focusing public attention on their smear campaigns against each other. Usually, one criticism, whether true or not, can hurt a candidate so much that he or she often loses the race as a result. For example, in 2016, Hilary Clinton was heavily criticized for the private email server she used for government business emails. Or maybe you remember the controversy over Barack Obama's birth certificate in 2012!

This round, the biggest concern of the American public about Joe Biden, including Democrats, is his age! It would be better to emphasize what he has done as president so far, and what he intends to do if he is elected for a second term. His age is a red herring. Although Donald Trump is only three years younger than Joe Biden, there is not much talk about his age at all. By the way, Trump, as the President of America, would be able to do a lot of damage to democracy in America and around the globe, no matter what age he is!

It's time for the American public to focus on the real issues, and ignore the hype being spread in the media. The future of democracy itself depends on that, and they cannot afford to have Donald Trump as president again, regardless of the age of the candidates. Trump would start out as president, perhaps, but he would finish his term as a dictator, no doubt. Americans cannot afford to be complacent now, when such an important decision about their system of government is in their own hands!

Cén Fáth?

Why?

Isn’t if often that someone asks us a question and we don't have a suitable answer because we are stunned! Don't we hate when this happens! Sometimes, we lose a few hours of sleep as a result, even if it's a small thing. I was asked this kind of question recently, and I would love to go back in time to answer the question properly. I may not be able to actually time travel, but I can do it with my imagination, and then write about it!

The Question

"Why are you studying Irish?"

I was in the pub in Glencolmkille with Sinéad, my wife, at the end of the day. Sinéad was meeting a few people from her class and I came to meet them for the first time, as I was not attending the same class as them. We were getting to know each other when I was asked the question. It was a judge who put it to me, and from his tone of voice, it felt to me that this man thought that there was no point in me studying Irish, and that it was a waste of time. He knew that I live most of the year in California, and that's it. The word froze in my mouth, and I was in a panic!

George Mallory

I don't know why, but that question reminded me of another question. The famous climber George Mallory was asked a certain question, many times. This is how Mallory wrote about it:

"People ask me, 'What is it worth to climb Mount Everest?' My immediate answer is "It's not worth it!” There is no chance of any benefit. We will not bring back a little gold or silver, or jewels, or coal, or iron

If you do not understand that there is something in us that faces the challenge of this mountain, and that this struggle is the same as the ceaseless upward struggle in our lives, you will not see why we go.

What we get from this episode is just pure joy. And after all, joy is the reason for life. We don't live to eat and make money. We eat and make money to survive. That's the meaning of life and that's the purpose of life."

Nach iontach an freagra a bhí ag Mallory! Ní gá dom a rá nár cheist eisiach mar sin a cuireadh orm, ach d’aimsigh sé an t-éasc ionam, mar sin féin. Rith sé liom aithris a dhéanamh ar Mallory, agus freagra a scríobh síos don cheist a cuireadh orm.

Yu Ming is My Name!

A short film is available on 'YouTube' entitled 'Yu Ming is My Name'. Before he comes to visit Ireland, Yu Ming reads that Irish is the official language in the country, and he starts learning it as he intends to settle in Ireland. At first, no one understands him and he understands no one. But he meets an Irish-speaker in the pub, who tells Yu Ming that "English is spoken here!" In the end, Yu Ming gets a job in the Gaeltacht, and is able to use his Irish. The reason Yu Ming learned Irish was because he thought that everyone speaks it every day. Unfortunately, Yu Ming did not have the right and he did not have a valid reason to learn Irish. Even in the Gaeltacht, it is quite difficult to use Irish all the time.

Why, then, would anyone – including the questioner, spend a week or two a year attending an Irish language immersion course? There were people who used Irish in their jobs, and I understand that well. But, even for most of them, it wasn't their jobs that motivated them to improve their Irish but the opposite! In addition, there were many people there, including the judge, who did not need to use Irish, from the point of view of their jobs. a chaithfeadh aon duine an ceistitheoir san áireamh, seachtain nó dhó sa bhliain ag freastal ar thumchúrsa Gaeilge? Bhí daoine ann ar úsáid siad Gaeilge ina bpoist, agus tuigim é sin go maith. Ach, fiú dfhormhór dóibhsean, níorbh é a gcuid poist a spreag siad chun feabhas a chur ar a nGaeilge ach a mhalairt!  Chomh maith leis sin bhí go leor daoine ann, an breitheamh san áireamh, nár ghá leo Gaeilge a úsáid, ó thaobh a bpoist de.

My answer

Finally, here is my own answer:

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Irish culture, and especially the Irish language, is close and ingrained in me, no matter where I live or what happens to me. It is a kind of DNA or a basic characteristic in me with my memory, which my family on my father's side (a poet who was from the Gaeltacht) has had for generations. We find true joy and meaning in being true to ourselves, and wouldn't I be remiss and even foolish to ignore something as important as that?

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Brú na Bóinne!

Brú na Bóinne!

World Heritage Site

The Brú na Bóinne World Heritage Site is the richest landscape in Ireland from an archaeological point of view.

The last time we visited Brú na Bóinne, I had a lot more hair! It wasn't a World Heritage Site then, either. We promised ourselves for a long time that we would go there again. It's been a while since then, but my wife and I finally visited this wonderful site again.

We were amazed when we entered the Visitor Center, not to mention the archaeological sites! It is a first-class facility, as good as can be found anywhere in the world. The Visitor Center exhibition is a fully interactive visitor experience discussing the culture, landscape and monuments from the Neolithic period at Brú na Bóinne. Unfortunately, we didn't know about the exhibition in advance, and we weren't able to see it all, because we had to get the shuttle bus to the monuments.

Cnóbha

Built around 3,200 BC, the passage tombs at Brú na Bóinne (Knowth, Newgrange and Dowth) are among the most important Neolithic sites in the world, with the largest collection of megalithic art in western Europe. When we got off the bus at Knowth there was a guide waiting for us. We were not allowed to enter the passage, but there was much to see outside. There is a large tomb and eighteen tombs, and their size is amazing. The large tomb is two meters high and 67 meters in diameter, with two tombs inside. There are 127 pillar stones around the tomb and many of them are decorated with megalithic art, and abstract patterns can be seen on them. We have no idea what the Neolithic artists intended with those abstract symbols. It was a very beneficial, very spiritual experience to see them, however. The guide did an excellent job of explaining to us the contextual background regarding the structure and purpose of the tombs at Brú na Bóinne, the stone carving, the people who built the tombs, and the people who were buried there. He shared with us results from DNA research, which changed our understanding of the Neolithic civilization that built those passage tombs. I will come back to the information he shared with us in a moment.

Sí an Bhrú

After another trip on the bus, we stopped at Newgrange where another guide was waiting for us. This carn is about 11 meters high and 80 meters in diameter on average. There are 97 curb stones around this tomb and the passage and room are made of 450 other similar stones. Many of them are also decorated with abstract patterns. Inside the room, there is a corbeled vault as a roof, which has kept the room dry for 5,000 years so far!

It is estimated that around 200,000 tons of material were used to build this pile, and white quartz, sandstone and granite stones were collected in some places along the Wicklow mountains. It is thought that those materials were transported by sea rather than by land, but it was a very complex task, no doubt! There were excellent architects and builders working on this project, which took at least thirty years to complete.

We entered the passage which was narrow and low. This passage and the inner room are aligned towards the south-east. There is a small gap above the entrance door (the roof box), which lets the sun in to illuminate the room at the winter solstice. The guide turned off the lights so that it was dark, and then he lit another light and a ray of light came in that lit up the passage and the floor of the room, just as happens with the sun at the solstice. The solstice was undoubtedly very important to the Neolithic people. The passage tombs were multi-functional sites, and it is likely that that society had social events and religious ceremonies in the monuments in Bru na Bóinne.

The bus was waiting for us when we came out of the passage, and we were all quiet in the bus. This trip had an affect on us, I think, and added to our life in a positive, spiritual, even philosophical way!

DNA research

A few things were discovered that were significant and that no one expected. Dr. Lara Cassidy (Department of Genetics at Trinity College) did most of the research and detective work to reveal the facts based on DNA from a man buried in the tomb in Newgrange, confirmed by DNA from other people from other tombs around the country.

Those Neolithic people came to us from the Meath Crescent in the Middle East around 5,000 years before Christ. We don't have much of that DNA in us in Ireland anymore. They were farmers who came over from the Fertile Crescent in the Middle East, and later they went north to Ireland through Europe. What about our own DNA, then? Well, another migration came to Ireland between 3,000 and 2,500 years before Christ, from the Pontic Steppes in eastern Europe, and since then, DNA from those people is seen in us in Ireland.

Dr. Cassidy also discovered a few remarkable things when she did her DNA analysis. Incest was determined, where the parents were close relatives. This only happened when there was a hierarchical society and a kingdom in effect, like the society of ancient Egypt and its pharaohs. It is now considered that such a society existed in Ireland at the time of the construction of the tombs, which was not expected.

Undoubtedly, our archaeological knowledge and understanding is growing and changing all the time, especially with new tools at our disposal, such as DNA analysis. I would highly recommend a visit to Brú na Bóinne, but set aside some time for the exhibition – you will not be disappointed!

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Dírbheathaisnéis 4 – Bulaíocht!

Autobiography 3 – Kilkenny!

We moved once more, because my father got a job at St. Kieran's College in Kilkenny. I had no problem with that, and I was really looking forward to the big day. That day finally arrived and we were off to Kilkenny!

We rented a flat on Dublin Road and I attended St John's national school during that time. It was harder to get used to school at first, because I didn't understand what anyone was saying, and no one understood me, either. I remember my first week at school and we were out in the yard playing. The children were making fun of me, and I was like a trapped fox in the corner of the yard, all the children gathered around me, asking me to speak, so that they could imitate me and laugh at me. I didn't expect this, but I put up with it, because really, I had no second choice. The children had never heard my accent from the north side of Dublin before. I hadn't heard their dialect before, either. But, as soon as I was able to communicate more effectively, I had no problems making new friends. I need not say that I soon lost the Dublin accent, for nothing is more important to a young lad than to be able to fit in with his company.

After half a year or so, my parents bought a house on Waterford Road on the outskirts of the city, with St. Kieran's College close by. I started attending a new school, St. Patrick's National School on Cootes lane in the Village ('Village'), and I would walk to school every day, and even home at lunchtime. My father came home for lunch too, and it was nice for our family to be together like that in the day.

St. Patrick's School was a small national school, and I remember that two classes were held in the same room, with one teacher in charge. I well remember Brother Abban who was my first teacher. I thought he was very old, and I was surprised that someone of that age would still be alive. He was younger than I am now, no doubt!

At that time, there used to be corporal punishment in schools and especially boys' schools. Boys were usually sent to one school and girls to another. Often, men taught the boys, and women taught the girls. Boys and girls used to have different curricula, too.

Almost every teacher in the boys' schools used to have torture devices, and it was thought at the time that it was necessary to use punishment to discipline boys so that they would grow up to be strong men.

Abban's torture device of choice was an ash stick. I was scared when I saw Abban hitting a student in class for the first time. Maybe the student got the wrong answer to a question Abban asked him, or maybe he wasn't listening in class, or maybe he forgot his homework. Anyway, the poor student was shouting, begging Abban to stop, and trying to withdraw his hand, but his efforts were fruitless. Fortunately for me, I rarely got the rod, because I loved learning at school. But I felt sorry for every student whom he hit and I thought there was something wrong with that terrible practice. It was also difficult for me to understand how cruel God's representatives could be. Wasn't such behavior just against the teachings of the church?

Abban's other cruel practice added insult to injury. When his ash stick broke after a while, he asked his next victim to cut him a new stick, from the ash tree that was next to the school. Unbelievable!

Although we were weak, we took revenge on Brother Abban, another thing that contradicted the teachings of the church. But we couldn't care less about that!

There was a glass of water on the table in front of Abban, and he took a sip of water from time to time to wet his mouth. Whenever the glass was empty, Abban asked some student to get him a new glass of water. We also noticed something else about Abban – he was losing his eyesight. As it turned out, there was a pond outside the school near the ash tree and it had frogspawn and even tadpoles in it in the spring. These facts paved the way for playing a trick on Abban.

Once, when Abban asked a student to cut him a new rod, he did so but then caught a few tadpoles and put them in a bottle. Abban hit the student with the new rod as he was wont to do and continued to teach the class. After a while, having drunk the glass of water, he asked another boy to get a new one. Abban didn't see the student he hit, handing the bottle to the student who was getting him a drink. He did not see that student put the tadpoles in the glass. And he didn't see the tadpoles swimming in the glass when he lifted it to get a swig of water, either. Abban huffed and let out a big sigh. Then he continued to teach. We laughed and couldn't hold back. With every new rod he got, Abban got a few unwanted tadpoles. We justified our terrible misconduct with the idea that it was retribution for a crime. Maybe we were wrong to do that trick, and we did it over and over again until the metamorphosis was complete and each frog was a new frog! Unfortunately, the one thing every student in Abban's class has learned is that revenge is sweet.

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